leading

sometimes, i wonder where my life is leading me.

what is life going to be like in ten years?

of course, i am making all these decisions to get there.

technically, i am leading myself.

but God already knows what's gonna happen.

because, ten years ago, life was very different.

i did have my personal stressing problems a bit,

but not like they are now.

never in my life did i imagine this day to come so soon.

and before i know it,

the veil will be uncovered and I will be in heaven again.

but for now, i am simply living.

trying to fulfill my purpose.

i've had bumps here and there.

more here, it seems lately.

without these stupid trials, it couldn't get better, though.

so, 

dear future kids,

i love you.

dear older parents,

i love you.

dear husband,

i love you.

dear future grandchildren,

i love you.

dear friend,

i love you.

dear siblings,

i love you.