I am just so happy today.
Because I got a review for one of my finals...guess how many questions! ONE HUNDRED AND ELEVEN.
oh. And I also have to finish two more quizzes.
I also didnt study a lot for another test I'm having this week.
I didn't finish that one review.
And my calculator died.
And I started coughing a lot. The kind of cough that doesn't end for 15 minutes.
I also have to read 30 pages by tomorrow of this futuristic book.
And I have lots to do.
Like put all my clean clothes away.
And smell all my clothing before I wear it because wendy might've peed on it.
I don't know why, but more than one person asked me what was wrong today.
NOTHING IS WRONG.
IM JUST NOT VERY MOTIVATED TO DO ANYTHING. BESIDES RUN. AND EAT.
So right now I am sitting in the sun. It's blazing down on me. Warming up my face that "looks tired" according to some others.
I always respond: "I'm not tired."
Even if I look tired (in your opinion) that doesn't mean you should say it to me.
I have felt hatred today.
I know, terrible.
I wish I could kick something. Like a ball. Or throw something at a wall.
Today I listened to my classmates speak the foreign language from spongebob. It was hilarious.
Thank you for being there for me, spongebob.
Just because I express anger in this post does not mean that I am an unhappy person. I love my life. What doesn't kill me makes me stronger, right? Without stress like this happening, I wouldn't be able to grow as an individual.
So, thank you.
-Mallory
2 comments:
Too bad I wasn't there to talk in my Uncle Rico voice to you. That surely would have cheered you up.
"Man, I love my wolf ear!"
Mallorina, you never look tired. just concentrated. but always beautiful:) I understand what you mean with the no motivation, all i can manage to do is go to school, pay attention for about one class, barely, and go to the gym for an hour or two so i can watch ridiculousness on MTV. I am so so so tired of high school. My room looks like a bomb went off in it. and i cannot even muster the motivation to work on my We The People paper, the one which i am going to D.C. this Friday for. We are almost done. then we can take naps and sit in the sun all we want:) then? the next great adventure will come my love! Cause we're going to college:)
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