18 July 2011

I have nothing to say, but everything in my mind

I just feel like writing.  Even though I have nothing super special to say.  Other than that I need my pictures printed and mounted by entry day for the fair.  I feel a little stressed.  But then I remember that it's not necessary to stress when I have done everything that I can.  What is the point of stress? 

There is no point to it.  Exactly.  

I like lace shirts.  I got new school clothes last week.  I also got a couple headscarves.  Except they aren't technically head scarves.  They are just regular scarves.  But I tie them on my head.

Sometimes I get really scared for the future.

What if I don't swim fast?
What if I don't make any friends?
What if my teacher hates me?
What if it's all in my head?
What if I look stupid?
What if my classes are reallllly difficult?

But really...it's all in my head.  I tell my sister all the time that if she wants to do something, then she can do it.  If you think it, it will happen. 

For some stupid reason, it's a lot harder to apply this concept than to just teach it.  Someday I will master all my thoughts, and therefore my decisions, and then my habits.  

-Mallory

2 comments:

withoutizy said...

It's always easier to preach than to do! You will be fine, you have faith and it'll work out better than you imagined! Relax and enjoy High School; it's good. xx

Unknown said...

ha, I love this, "they aren't technically head scarves. They are just regular scarves. But I tie them on my head." pretty much exactly something I would say, ha! I love this post pretty girl! it is always difficult to practice what you preach :)

xoxo