06 October 2011

Longest day ever

Maybe it's the fact that I'm a woman, but I have been so emotional lately. I get so sad about anything. I just wanna cry whenever. And if I'm not crying, I'm sad still and think that I should be crying just to get it all out. But then I cry and I wanna stop. And for some reason I think that holding my breath can hold tears in.

It doesn't work.

Ive been so busy. With swimming and school and weights and church stuff.

In philosophy we have talked about happiness. And I have always said: "you can make a decision to be happy." But sometimes it's okay to be sad for a little bit. Then you can move on again and see the sunlight through the thick cloud of dark trees. That is....tall and huge redwood trees.

(I've been to the redwoods).

-mal

2 comments:

mymindisasafe said...

I LOVE YOU MALLORY <3

Kyndra Valentine said...

Sometimes it's good to cry. It's good to let your emotions out, so they aren't all bottled up inside of you. If you do, then one day you'll snap. Just make sure to remember all the good things in your life. <3