Murking in the Shadows

I hate that feeling.


It's of darkness.

All I know is that it scares the crap out of me.




What I don't understand is how this feeling can make some people happy.



I'm learning to differentiate between happiness and eternal joy.






Being happy at the time is great.  But it's nothing at all in comparison to eternal joys.

The eternal joys are what make us happy on a daily basis and forever and ever and ever.


Every day I am reminded of eternal joys.

I don't need to let small things get in my way of happiness.


However, I strongly disagree with the fairly common belief that "oh this happened for a reason.  so it must mean this.  and then that means this."


You don't need to interpret your situation.  You know the answer, you do.


And if you don't, stop messing around in the gutter and get your flipping head on straight and LOOK for your answer.

One universal goal is that of to be happy.  Every single person in this world wants to feel happiness.


I want to feel eternal joy.

-Mallory